past all coming back to me........

my past is lingering me........and i am feeling quite uneasy......i feel like puking, this feeling is just too gross.......you know i have found and got what i longed for years now....now i dont want to loose it at any cost....but pressure seems to just soak me up.......but now i wont let it go.........well......james blunt's 1973 is my partener at this moment.......i just want to shrug this uneasiness away.....and i promise i will...nothing can take me out of my way now........i was given a choice between wasted human emotions and music....i chose music over that.....and i will hold on to it till the end.....i swear.......