i am what i say i am...just the way i am.....

many people think i am proud....they are right......but many people get a very wrong impression about me......
but its all ok...cause i have my own people supporting me.....but i just feel bad at times.....remembering the old times........
this picture of mine was taken in Ajmer...3 years back.....the book i am holding is food of love by antony capela........awesome book..i read it like four times...but to feel it..u need to have feelings.........m thats navneet behind...lead guitarist of the band that we once had...i miss those days a lot....jamming late nights......i just miss those days...but its fine..this pain has made me stronger.....
one thing i would like to make one thing clear n that is that what has become of me...i am very comfortable with myself...n i am proud of it......have given music the top priority......n m happy the way i am........
as expected...eminem's  the way i am and when i am gone is playing inside my mind now.........

wake me up inside......

Does it have to be that people have to come across you n cross you with their own feelings and emotions n points......even knowing that you will do nothing of their sort??????well i am not feeling lonely or sad nor i am mad.......its just that i am remenising few of my good moments........
Fight for this love by cheryl cole has gotten into my mind today....here's the link-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XMiy_UsrPDs

heal the world.....

many people may hate me when i write this....but i am a die hard micheal jackson fan....
the thing is that how can people say so much about him????what exact right do they have........even if he changed his sex or made transformations......its his life...he has every right to absolutely what he wants........n coming to child rape.........a person like him...who can write a song like heal the world..........n being an artist myself...i know what it takes for the even a word to come in ur mind........it need sheer gratitude n intense feelings for that...i dont think he could do anything of that sort......n for the people who says that hes guilty.....what proof do you have????were the live audience??????or u have any sort of live footage...........see people my point is not to prove anyone wrong here......but itsd just that try and start respecting people for what they are n for the good they have done........
being a singer.....i salute him n pay all my gratitued towards him....u all may believe this or not....i myself was shocked with myself when i found myself crying when i heard MJ's death arrival.....................
as expected...MJ's heal the world is in the air....n i guess it should leave atleast the littlest mark on this world.....

morning before science exam......hahahaaa..music is more important.......

i was playing my guitar yesterday night at around three in the night........my mom got up n next thing i knew i could hear bangs on my bedroom's door.....i was up playing my trinity grade pieces!!!ill be completeing my sleep today in the afternoon........anthem of our dying day by story of the year...has charmed the morning...

flowing away in music.....n confusion....

listenin to into the night by santana ft chad koregr....awesome...n confused about my future......

roamer.....

thnx to all those who are following me first..n coming to my suprisingly suprising life...i will be shifting again!!!!this thig is irritating me...but its fine...i just have to focus on my music..thats it....john n sourav da are there to support me.....my mom n dad n bros too are there...so its all fine......smells like teen spirit by nirvana is running through my soul right now.....

right state of mind.......

well i am becoming stronger as each day passes by.......its like....even if i wanna cry at times..i cnt..tears wont come!!!!!well.....its ok...in a way..its good for me....when you are in a bad mood..beleive me.....the lyrics that comes into your mind is just awesome.!!!!eminem's the way i am is my soulmate for the day today..........